Water guns and sparkle things

I wanna stop crying this way.
I need something to calm the demon inside me.
I need water guns and sparkle things
to make me believe in the trust that you take from me.

Oh, sapphire
where the hell did you go?

My feet are cold and I can’t jump anymore.
I’m gonna walk under ground to find your words
to steal my soul from you
But I’m still watching this chair
with those wheels and steel.

I can’t believe how you stolen my life.
The way that you’ve used to be someone in my mind.
I’m in this place with cows and lions, sheep and birds.
I saw your smile dancing so close, so close to me. Here.
I’m here waiting for you to finally sink you in my heart.
But that doesn’t mean that you aren’t now in it.