The calm before the calm

Every moment suspended in here
the dancers still fly above
this shot just killed me
this ways I see turn my eyes to water

The weather makes me sick
I was alone, hearing how you speak louder to me
This kind of hands call her name
and I call her name to

the regret won’t kill me this time
I am reaching for the sky
I want to see my lost souls again
I want to get up from this grass

My microphones hit my tongue
and I can’t cry this fear
can this life be harder?
I don’t want to know it
I don’t want to live it

I love the way you make me love you
I will breath and still alive
only to see you and love you

Oh why the hell this couldn’t be easier
to take this thing inside me
why my body isn’t enough to love?

I hang my heart to be stronger
this is my truth
this is me thinking how to love you better than this